My three fur children are very senior aged. And so are my parents. I worry that something will happen to them while I take my first vacation as a quad and my first vacation in 7 years as well. This vacation is very important to me in that not only am I getting away from my new normal, but this trip is a journey back into what was normalcy for me and my husband (even though he won't be joining me this time). If anything were to happen to any of my loved ones during this trip, I would be crushed. I am hoping and praying that something doesn't happen, but I am not going to jump ship over a situation I cannot control, not to mention, afford. I don't think that my husband would tell me until I got back. And that is okay with me. First, it would ruin my journey back into normal, secondly, there would be nothing I could do to change the outcome and I know he wouldn't want to saddle me with the anxiety and frustration over what I cannot control. Sure, they are just dogs, but as special to me as anything could ever be. Their passing would devastate me.